I can't sleep, so I am up trying to get my mind off of whatever it is that is bothering me. I don't even know what it is. Just bouts of sadness and anxiety that keep passing through my mind, unwanted thoughts. Aaron and Ava are sleeping, and I'm left alone with my thoughts. Since we moved, I feel so isolated and alone. It's nice to have a bit of psychological space from my folks, but to not have any friends or relatives nearby really sucks. This is pointless typing about it because I cannot stay focused. Screw it.
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It's funny how much in common we have. What you described is what I do most nights. Insomnia is a bitch. I miss LA terribly. I think there is some sort of stay at home mom syndrome. lol. Feeling you aren't doing anything important. Which isn't the case, but it's how I feel. Wishing you could go out everyday and talk to people your own age. I believe the following is only worsened by being far from home. If you figure out the cure....let me know.
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