I can't sleep, so I am up trying to get my mind off of whatever it is that is bothering me. I don't even know what it is. Just bouts of sadness and anxiety that keep passing through my mind, unwanted thoughts. Aaron and Ava are sleeping, and I'm left alone with my thoughts. Since we moved, I feel so isolated and alone. It's nice to have a bit of psychological space from my folks, but to not have any friends or relatives nearby really sucks. This is pointless typing about it because I cannot stay focused. Screw it.
